Zulkarnain Sadali. I'm nineteen but I tend to forget so I unknowingly tell people I'm eighteen. Ridiculous, I know. I'm a rockstar in between the sets, no eyeliner and cigarettes. Life is magical, but its not so fantastic. Oh.
A student in Temasek Polytechnic's IIT School, majoring in Interactive Media Informatics, (IMI) with intentions of making it in the Media industry, a far cry from anything in IT. But I'm open to its possibilities.
I like to leave a little mystery in everything I type, and certain times I do not like to be obvious. I rather speak in tounges and cryptically because that's how I roll. But I always stand by my beliefs.
Just like Hannah Montana, I get the best of both worlds. I like fun but I don't mix anything together. Except when socialising though. Anything goes.
I'm a good boy, most of the times. Of course I shan't deny. I can be a real devil.
I repeat, I stand by my beliefs. If you don't like it, then you should put a red X on it.
PAPARAZZI
(n) photographers and other people involved in the media, who follow people, especially celebrities, in order to look for stories
Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta is under the spotlight this time. In 2008, Gaga released The Fame, which she explained was "about how anyone can feel famous".
The Fame spawned many hit singles, including her debut single, Just Dance. Hit after hit, GaGa proved that she isn't a one hit wonder.
“An album full of hits.” – Billboard
THE FAME by LADY GAGA. OUT IN STORES NOW.
HONEY
(n) sweeten with; used as terms of endearment
BUDDY'S THE DJ
(n) a friend who selects and plays recorded music for an audience.
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thanks.
Zul.
FILTER
(n) supressing information or waves of frequencies that are not required
DISCO STICK
(n) a tool that holds the disco ball, a sexual innuendo
Surprised? This is my 33rd layout. The 41-month long run of DONT-CHA.blogspot.com spawned many layouts, from graphic art to vectors, to very narcissistic ones.
The layout is based on Lady GaGa's video, Poker Face. The layout goes hand-in-hand in promoting her debut album, The Fame.
No copyright infringement intended.
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I advise that you view this on a 1024x768 screen, preferably larger. Best viewed by my own Macbook.
Lady GaGa - Poker Face (Jody den Broeder Radio Edit)
The Greatest
Sunday, July 13, 2008
6:07 pm
I feel ________ up right now. I kinda wasted the whole day just wasting myself. I played soccer in them morning with Amber, Presley and Hamid but other than that, that's about the only movement I made today.
Wasted Sunday. I didn't even study. And I have a stupid CMATS test tomorrow.
I'm sorry. It's just that I think my blood pressure is through the roof. I cant think of anything that can possibly calm me down except a phone call from anyone that is there to listen to me rant. I feel sick just typing.
Enough with that attitude, Zul.
About a week ago, Mum told me that Atuk visited her late at night, thrice. She coud tell from the sudden hospital smell that was engulfing her bedroom. I wondered why he never visited me too but as I remembered, the spirit of the loved one will visit you in the 40 days of his death.
So I was patient, in a way.
Last night, he visited me twice in my dreams.
First was after going out with Amber and Monica, we decided to stop by his house (a reminiscent of two weeks ago) and I tried to pray for him but I couldn't concentrate and I ended up doing it wrong and then majorly broke down.
Then there was something behind me telling me, "it's okay. Time for you to go home now."
When I left the room to see the two of them in the living room, they said, "your dad called. He wants you home now." (Yeah, it was so called 12 midnight at that time)
So the next day, I went out with Amber, Hamid and Pres but they were somewhere and I decided to sneak away for awhile. Then I passed by this Indian festival and I was thinking of Tarot cards. This part was rather weird, so I'll skip (but for those who wanna know, ask me personally).
I then visited his old house, to prepare for his burial and I was confused to whether he really passed or not. Wak Anah answered me, "He's gone, Mamat."
"Oh... Okay," somehow I was still in disbelief.
So I sat down with one of my cousins and we were doing the same thing and all of a sudden, Atuk was there, next to Wak Anah and he asked me, "why are both of you doing that at the same time?"
"Why, Atuk?"
"One of you go pray first laa!"
"Oh, alright, I'll go first."
Wak Anah saw me speak, "Mamat, who are you talking to?"
"Atuk, he's right there," I replied.
*blockquote is within my dreams/sleep.
Instantly, I woke up, crying my eyes out. It was only then I realised how much I missed him. I swear it took me like 5 - 10 minutes to pull myself together. I think he was giving me a sign to start praying more often.
I got a hold of myself and got ready to leave for soccer.
I knew he was there in the room watching over me. It's still within the 40 days of his death, so I guess he's still visiting his children and grandchildren.
Comment questions of the day: 1) Have anything like this happened to you, to actually be visited by a family member that just passed? 2) What was your weirdest dream? 3) Have you ever wasted yourself so much, you felt stupid? When & why?
SRSLY.
