Have You Ever?

Say bye to this lovely layout, readers. I've decided it's best I let it go and put it with the fabulous archives of DC-SKINS. :P After a whole month of using it, (tomorrow's the one month anniversary for the skin, lol) I've decided to go for a ME skin, dedicated to my friends, and I think this new skin is just Awesome, with a capital A!

Special features include the header, it morphs like a movie, lol, with different pictures and stuff like that. Another feature is the random phrases after every post. One of the phrases include Amirul's smart one, "60 seconds of sadness equals to a minute of happiness lost."

Others include:

Love me or Hate me, good to know I'm on your mind.

I only love those who open up. The others, I won't force it on you.

It's sad when people give hate tags. They take time off their lives for you.

Haters are like cheerleaders. They scream when you do something right.

Sometimes in life, all you gotta do is open your eyes to what's in front of you.

I really hope you guys love this layout. From what I see, it's been getting love from all places! YAY!

Right about now - what I type might be weird, I think. I'm not in love anymore.

I think.

Or am I reaching a phase of uncertainty whether I am in love or not. This is why on the previous skin, I typed, "don't ask if I'm in love or not. I won't know how to answer you." True enough, I can't.

I talked about it with Ahmad at the mosque just now. I told him and he was in a way happy about it but in my heart, I didn't want to admit the fact I'm over being in love. I don't know. A part of me still wants to stay in love, a larger piece of the pie wants me to move on.

Confusion.

As I listened to this song a few days back, I cried. I really did. I was totally in love. Like true love never die kind of thing. But today, I woke up and the thought of the person was gone, but right about now, I do wish I had 30 seconds with this person. To stare in the eyes and be certain I am in love - or not.

Confusion.

I knew that I'd type a lot of "I don't know"s in and out. Right now, my heart is saying, "relax, think it through." I'm right now thinking I should give it a night or two to think about how I really feel.

Sleep at night. I get that a lot. I do feel comfortable thinking about this person before I sleep but as I talked myself to sleep last night, I thought of my friends and what they aspired me to be. Not that I suit to their needs, no, but they have a vision of me being a successful person with this and that. LOL. It's great when you have friends who think of your future.

I love being in love. The moment your mind thinks of this one special person, up to the time it annoys you like hell, to the moment you cry in the middle of the public. Yeah, all that happened to me and that's not conceit, really.

I feel like I should take a deep bath. Oh crap. Mummy and Daddy removed the bathtub last December. Oh shit. I didn't go to the beach today. BAH. I'll get my chance to relax soon. I am home alone for the night till Sis comes back from work.

Till then, love my new layout! (: