I don't know what to do anymore. If you're wondering, I am suffering from Manic Depression. I'm trying to get it diagnosed and see if I really have it. Manic Depression means you don't really know what and how to feel at any point of time. It IS a mental illness. You can be laughing when angry, and very angry when provoked even for a bit.
And best friend, I give up. I give up. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm lost. It's better if everyone knows that I have absolutely no sense of direction. Must I cater to anyone else now?