Whilst I try to gather my thought, I decided this would be a random and spontaneous post because well... I don't feel like there's one particular topic I should blog about.
This is one of my current favourite songs by Beyonce and yes, it is in Spanish and I'm slowly learning this song, so this will be the official second song I can fully sing in Spanish. I don't really understand the language fully but okaylaa, I understand a bit.
Oh did I mention? My girl Bee is rocking it in Spanish!
So anyway, back to reality, I feel a certain void in my life. I can't put my finger on it but I really feel the sudden emptiness and my heart feels... Well, weak.
No, it's not the results. No, it's not really about friends. Well, I think it's something I think I've been missing. Someone in my life... maybe? I don't know. I can't be the bearer of thought and burden even for my own life. I'll confuse myself and put myself with the insanity of this modern world. What would you do if you feel and know that you're different - this time it's not something to be proud of, I guess.
More or less, this post I won't go into details. Now I'm just rambling thoughts so I can't do that. It's like a draft from my heart.
In other news, I'm officially hyper-gian. Or so proclaimed by Ahmad. "Gian" translated is horny. LOL. I'm only Hyper (okay, let's just call it hyper for this post from now on) when I'm with Ahmad because the topics we just talk about are... well, untalkable. Uh huh uh huh laa!
I feel like I want to go out with these people:
Haziq
Faridah
Amirul
Fina
I miss these people like hyper! Okay, wrong word. I miss these people like hell. Really. I know they are probably busy with their own lives but I sooooo want to go out with them. Maybe the next time I go out with Haziq, he'll show me something new, or Faridah; we go shopping. Amirul eat ice-cream and Fina; to another hip-hop gig. Well maybe.
Haiyo I donno. I have a lot of things going in my mind though I'm unsure and incapable of classifying it. Regardless, I know that I gotta get myself out of this.
If this post is too damn confusing for you to understand, it's fine. It really is.