Hypocrite.
On this second ever poly-post per day, I have a confession to make to my dear readers. I am a hypocrite. Damn man. My very spontaneous post on why I dislike smokers (link) seem to dissolve within a matter of seconds due a very spontaneous act.
I smoked shisha just now. Some people might think that, "oh, shisha's nothing," and that's what I thought too, but as I talked to Hairul just now, he made realise. I'm such a fuckingly retarded hypocrite. I do not blame my friends for doing such an act. It's my fault. I should be the one to say No and stick to it. I let curiosity and the calling of the devil and smoked.
Shisha is the same. It's retardedly the same as smoking cigarettes. What's worst is that there's no filter and my lungs will deteriorate faster if I continue to smoke shisha even more.
I wanted to say I regretted doing such a thing. Like, smoking and all this, but no. I don't believe in regretting. I believe in making mistakes. This is one mistakes I am never gonna do again.
Again, I am really sorry to the readers who are disappointed in me. Well, I'm just glad I can put my mistakes to good use and let you, the readers learn from it. Remember, if you say NO, stick to it and if you do any mistakes, blame yourself.
Right now, I can't promise anyone that I'll smoke again or what but I know that I don't want to smoke again - ever. If I do, alamak, chibai betol. I hope that there's not a lot of hate tags now. Haish. I just confessed everything and that's the least I want/need right now.